I burst.

I burst. Last Friday.
My head was spinning. I am getting headaches lately.
My skull felt like it was splitting.
I can't seem to remember what I did a minute ago. Seriously, what did I do a minute ago?
This is getting serious. I'm going to burn out.
I couldn't withstand the pressure anymore. Even with the debate 'friendly" over.
I guess I'm putting all this pressure on myself. Partly it's because of RR.
Am I going into depression? I hope not. I mean, no, I'm not.
We're inviting the Re-evolve team to come this Friday.
First my cf teacher approves. Then she says we better not do it this Friday.
She's driving me crazy. She says this then she says that.
I'm not going to go in details what she said to us. She kept on giving 'excuses' until I myself don't know what to say to her.
Thank God she finally signed the letter to approve the invitation.
My mood has been swinging wildly lately.
Most of the time, it has something to do with RR.
I need to trust in God more. I need to surrender everything to Him.
God help me.

I'm serious. What did I do a minute ago?

scribbles,
anna =(